A Feeling…

Tracy Music fills the air as I let go of this world and start my journey into the night. I become weightless as I float gently through an opening in the clouds. I have no conscious thoughts as I free myself of what was and open myself to what is.

Emotions run high as I close my eyes in anticipation and begin to walk slowly up the spiral staircase. I can hear my own heart beat as I go into a deep meditative state. A sense of calm leads me to the wood door I know so well. As I gently place my hand on it, I feel his energy flood the room. He was waiting for me this time. His energy wraps around me, he is home, he is safe, he is pure undeniable love. I see more clearly than I have ever before, yet my eyes are gently closed. Our breath synchronizes, building with each moment. He is warm, the air is cool…a sensual contrast. His strength is more powerful and protective of me this time. He is ready to take the next step. I hear him inhale my essence as he comes close to touching me. His thoughts pure and intimate pull me closer to him with each breath.

womanI yearning for him to reach out and touch my heart with his bare hands. I need to feel his flesh come alive. Connecting without words, sideway glances, a breath away from our eyes connecting for the first time. I feel him brush against me sending shivers down my spine. I have no control of my movements. He wants desperately for me to look deep into his eyes, I can feel it. I slip back and forth from thought to feeling, unable to see him clearly. Something is coming between us I can’t control. My thoughts overpower my feelings holding my heart at bay. I keep gently slipping away connected by the thread of desire. Desire to feel his entire being collide with mine.

He stands behind me close enough to feel his breath on my neck. His lips graze my cheek. His scent is intoxicating. His hands wrap around me like a force protecting me from the world that surrounds us. I stand in the shadows of my dream not wanting to return, not knowing what will happen next.

The morning air waits patiently for me to open my eyes as I start my decent from the night. A breeze gently blow a wave of emotions across my exposed skin. The moment I am conscious the feeling of his warmth washes over me. My night dream comes rushing back as tears flowing down my cheeks, knowing. Laying half naked not ready to open my eyes I relive the feelings from the night. My heart steps back into the shadow as my thoughts wake with the sun.

I can recall the feeling as my memory fades, so familiar it haunts me.

Dusk to Dawn

Tracy I was lulled into bliss by the rhythmic motion of the Oceans heart beat that gently rocked the hull of the sailboat. It felt sensual, like making love to the man who moves you.

The light of the moon shimmered across the water, illuminating the beauty of the night. Silence lingered in the air waiting for nature to whisper in our ears. A warm breeze gently washed over my dewy flesh leaving a subtle fragrant scent for him to inhale when he woke. His body was my veil keeping me warm and safe as I lay floating amidst my wildest dream.

sailing-into-the-moonlight-cindy-haggertyMy warm moist flesh was illuminated by the aura of the moon trying to coax him to open his eyes once more. I felt him start to rouse as he slowly inhaled the sweet scent left earlier to tempt him. His body pulled mine in closer as his strength explored my curves. The warmth of his hand mixed with the chemistry waking between us stimulated a reaction that moved across the surface of our skin in unison. The heat of our chemistry together in this moment was a recipe for seduction.

He slowly brushed my cascading hair to one side exposing my back to him. I felt the light sheet that covered us lift off my waist and fall away exposing my naked body. His warm lips caressed the sea of flesh that patiently waited for him. As he turned me toward him he reached to my cheek with a look of wanting in his eyes. His touch lead him down my neck to my shoulder pausing while he took a deep breath. He consumed my décolletage. His eyes met mine mesmerizing me as he looked deep inside my soul. We kissed intimately. We lay exposed to one another in mind body and spirit. Without a single word spoken he asked for my hand and we took the step together.

I would close my eyes and surrender my life for this moment to last forever.

Alone with nature looking-on, embracing the love that filled the air we became one, entangled together. There was something so surreal and sensual about being completely exposed in the light of the moon, surrounded by natures energy. Music filled the air like a symphony of feelings that swirled between us as we moved with the rhythm of what was…

We savoured each second not wanting this moment to pass…ever.

We were lulled into sleep by the rhythmic motion of the Oceans heart beat that gently rocked the hull of the sailboat. I, with the man who held me tight moving me beyond love and my wildest dreams and he, with the woman he would love and be loved by forever.

Dance with Me

TracyReady to explore my imagination, posture poised I relinquish my fear ready to escape into the passionate world of words once again. Enveloped by the mood of the moment I begin my journey. He is my muse. Deep inside he waits for me to channel my desires and set fire to the smouldering ember that lay behind the windows of my soul. The sound of his voice resonates through me, warming my flesh in waves. His presence feels like a light warm breeze when he is near. My skin cools when he steps away to watch me dance alone. I summons him by gracefully closing my lashes, allowing them to brush against one another intimately. He appears…I surrender as he takes my breath.

He reaches toward me taking my hand and we begin our dance, our journey. The enchanting melody of Enya’s ‘Flora’s Secret’ fills the room as we begin to move in unison. I adorn a gown so elegant I blush at its beauty. His strength leads me whimsically around the dance floor. He captures my every thought the moment I release them.

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I can taste the words floating among us as our bodies gently moves freely with the lyrical beauty that surrounds us. Drawn to my lips words wisp by, wanting so desperately to be savoured slowly by my romantic palate. They tempt me in hopes of being devoured by my insatiable appetite for their sensual inflection. I invite rapture to sit on the tip of my tongue as we dance as one. Its meaning melts slowly infusing a feeling of intense pleasure. Divine steps forth taunting me, God like, allowing me to see and feel its power when placed beside rapture on the page in my mind. They taste exquisite together. Devine and rapture join intense and desire, arousing the undeniable feeling of devote affection seeping slowly from my pores.

My unrestrained love for him holds my heart. I effortlessly open my arms to truth. I feel his presence next to me as I am reminded to breathe. My mouth opens slightly allowing a short quick breath of air that saturates my lips with delicate prose. My elegant dress has slipped off my shoulders floating gently to the waiting floor miles below. I am now ready to open my arms exposing my naked soul.

My mind wanders down paths I secretly want to explore, tasting delicious words along the way. To fully enjoy this one must allow themselves to explore to a depth that is beyond their control.

Dance with me…

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Life Should Be Powered by Dreams…

His eyes were intense, full of adventure and desire. He could penetrate her walls with a single look. His body was strong and powerful. His heart was aching as he sat next to her unable to express how he felt. His ache grew stronger as he lost himself in her touch, knowing he would not have her…then. He was young and immature, lacking the ability to express how she made him feel…and paid the price. He would be forced to say good-bye not knowing if they would ever cross paths again. Their time together was fleeting, but enough to embed an unfinished feel about it deep inside both their subconscious minds. Maybe, just maybe the Universe would align itself once again, allowing them a serendipitous moment that both their romantic minds would recognize and understand more clearly.

She was captivated by his deep intense gaze that forced her to look away. She had never had a man look at her with such powerful intent. He frightened her. Her heart wanted to take a leap of faith but didn’t know how. Her entire body vibrated with feelings she had never experienced before. Intense passionate love was new to her.  Desires of uncontrollable lust were years away. She had no past to recall upon, she had only just begun her journey into exploring her mind as a hopeless romantic. She had not been taught how to grab onto her feeling with both hands and savour them slowly. She had not yet become the woman who was able to share her intimate thoughts with a man who had such a powerful presence. She was scared, unable to take the risk of exposing her inner truth of how he made her feel. She wanted to be with him…but didn’t know how. She had years of growing and unfolding to do before she could comfortably take on his challenge, risking it all.

She captured his look in a photograph that she revisited now and then, each time it brought back powerful unfinished feelings and questions of why they had connected so many years ago. He was a memory deep inside her youthful past that had been put behind her…until now.

 

Magnetic Energy is SeXy…

He frustrated me like never before. He had always run away. It’s how he survives. He refused to acknowledge this fear. He was irrefutably wrong. He viewed the world around him with a skewed perception of reality.

A battle was about to begin igniting a fire that had been smouldering for some time. I was ready to strike the match and toss it at his feet. It was all or nothing. The atmosphere was torrid…

We couldn’t touch if we wanted to, we were like magnets standing side by side. His male energy repelled mine. We were no longer Yin and Yang. His words were sharp and pointed aimed straight at my heart. He was trying to throw me off-balance. I wasn’t going down easy. There was a fire in his eyes I’d never seen before. He was boiling over with passion. He had come ready to spar with one of the best. It took years to prepare armour for battles such as this. I was ready to stand up and face my fears, willing to lose it all.

Our words cut like duelling swords, each one razor sharp…and then the magnet flipped. I caught him looking deeply at my mouth while I spoke. For a split second he was vulnerable. The fire in his eyes morphed from battle to surrender. His eyes anticipated every word that slipped slowly off my tongue past my lips. His ears heard nothing. It was that split second that changed everything. I knew he loved me more intensely than ever before. I had him in that moment. He let his subconscious thoughts slip through the door and I grabbed them tight with both hands. I was about to embark on an adventure I had only dreamt of.

I reached forward to seize the moment, impaling him with every ounce of passion I had left. I grabbed his jaw with both hands and seduced him with my entire being. Undeniable desire exploded like gasoline thrown on a flame. If we could survive this, we could survive anything together.

Our bodies entangled one another with no conscious thoughts. Pure raw in the moment chemistry that had been hidden deep below the surface for far too long. There was nothing subtle about us from that moment on.

Magnetic energy is SExy!

Anticipation is SeXy…

An-tic-i-pa-tion…say it slowly again with the lustful thought of wanting to touch your partner but not being able to at this moment in time…an-tic-i-pa-tion. The word has such flavour it’s hard to say without the feeling of edible desire. The an-tic-i-pa-tion of touch can be so electric your body jitters gently and sends shivers down your spine.

The deep aching thought of what you’re anticipating sends a shutter like no other. Every little hair on the surface of your skin comes alive standing on end waiting to be touched. Anticipation naturally builds nervous sexual energy when chemistry is present. When your focus is on whom you desire anticipation can send you into a frenzy of what might be in those first few moments standing in front of one another.

Meeting in person for the first time…an-tic-i-at-tion. The first embrace with your entire body from head to toe…an-tic-i-pa-tion. Kissing for the first time…an-tic-i-pa-tion. Reuniting with one another after an unwanted absence…an-tic-i-pa-tion. The first intimate moment…an-tic-i-pa-tion. 

If you take the time to let your mind wander in lust or love about the object-of-your-desire anticipation will naturally build, making any moment with the opposite sex that much more exciting.

An-tic-i-pa-tion is making you wait…embrace it. Say it slowly one more time and taste it as it rolls off your tongue into the atmosphere.

Anticipation is SeXy…

Intimacy ~

Intimacy…the ultimate sexy! Being drawn to someone without control is a feeling that many of us only experience once in a lifetime. It’s a magical force between two who connect on a much deeper level. It’s not just about sexual chemistry, although that too can be very intimate. Pure intimate feelings come from a much deeper place. A touch of the hand while staring into the eyes of someone who sees right inside your soul is intimate. A feeling of belonging together formed from a bond of experiencing the other.

There are two types of intimacy; physical and emotional. Love is intertwined in both. There are also two types of love within intimacy; compassionate and passionate. Compassionate love involves diminished feeling of attachment to the other. It is authentic, committed with profound feelings of caring for the other. Passionate love is identified by infatuation, intense feelings of sexual longing, throes of ecstasy and feelings of exhilaration that fill the room when you are together. To have a combination of both physical and emotional intimacy with passionate love is what most of us are ultimately seeking.

It’s a look across a room filled with people to that one person who turns you inside out and back again. A gaze that is only meant for you. A moment suspended in time. They know exactly what you’re thinking. It’s the magic of an intimate connection.

When we open our heart and expose ourselves making it known we are vulnerable to the other we experience the most profound intimate moments. It can’t be controlled, even if you try. You can walk away physically but your mind won’t allow you to leave the room they’re in. It can be a scary step if you’re not ready to open yourself to its entirety. A risk that many will not allow their heart to explore.

When you fall intimately for another human being they live inside your mind. They change the physiology of your body. They stir your soul. You become enveloped by their energy. They surround you no matter how far their physical form is from yours. They stand next to you inhaling your presence. It’s a powerful sensation that can overwhelm the ordinary.

Intimacy is considered the product of a successful seduction…so sexy!

Electricity In The Air…

What are the elements that make a conversation, argument or debate with the opposite sex so electric? Difference of opinion?Challenging words? Fire vs Air sign? The beginning of love? Or simply sexually charged magnetism. What makes dialog get so damn hot between male and female energy? If you’ve experienced it, you know exactly what I’m talking about. You can actually feel the energy starting to build. It’s not just be the words themselves or the delivery it’s the feelings behind them that come from a much deeper place, the heart and mind. Those words along with chemistry, emotional vulnerability and sexual energy between two creates a charge that lights them on fire! A potential explosive combination!

When a woman is challenged by a man, and starts to fall, sparks start to fly! It might be as simple as a conversation that starts the current flowing. The faster the flow, the harder it is to back away! We get drawn in testing our boundaries pushing them to their limits stretching them further than we’re used to…and then it happens…electrical arc!

Some of us are drawn closer to the current by nature, the static is what we seek. There is always risks involved when dealing with a charge of this nature. We still can’t resist walking closer…sometimes a little too close for comfort! It makes us feel alive on the edge of discovery. The instant our emotions grab hold it’s impossible to let go unless thrust back by the force of our own fear.

When electricity and chemistry join forces with the heart it leads to electric conversations, stimulating debates, challenges that make us reach beyond our limits and conflict that drives us wild. All of these elements can be the making of a passionate breath-taking love affair, and who in their right mind wouldn’t want that!

Intellect ~

Have you ever stood gazing into the eyes of a man and found yourself being turned on by his intellect. No…me neither, but by his body for sure! I’m kidding! I absolutely love in-depth conversations with the opposite sex. Intellect is sexy and when you add a splash of humour (insert angels singing here)…irresistible! When a man and women are intellectually connected it’s stimulating beyond control. The right conversation gets the juices flowing leaving us tingling with excitement! Its like a duel with dialog! Imagine that for a moment (day dream pause) a handsome guy who knows how to turn you on with his mouth using intellect! Women don’t want cheesy lines or cheap verses they want a man with substance who can also teach them something outside of the bedroom. That’s sexy!

I am not talking about men who have the gift of the gab I mean men who are incapable of being manipulated by women who use their sexuality as a tool to get what they want! Men who are looking for a woman to turn their brain on excites me! Conversation is key to any relationship lasting past the bedroom. You can be sexually attracted to someone and not have anything in common when it comes to intellect. Eye candy just doesn’t cut it when you want to take it to the next level! I’d give up the candy to have the man who can seduce me with his mind any day! I love smart men!

Knowledge is power and with power comes responsibility. Doesn’t the handsome man in the picture above look like he would be intellectually stimulating, powerful, responsible and incredibly sexy all at the same time? Great ad campaign if he’s not!

Seeking more knowledge allows growth of the human mind. I find a man who seeks knowledge very attractive, it shows a thirst for life. It shows they’re always wanting more, in turn making me want more…in more ways than one! Intellect is sexy!

~ The photo above is from the website Alex Cannon one of the leaders in fashionable sportswear, New York!

Music and Sex Appeal ~

There is not much sexier than a man who can make music…well maybe one who can make you ‘sing’ in the throes of passion! Carlos Santana and Rob Thomas are the perfect combination of sex appeal. One using his hands on his strings that almost sounds orgasmic and the other seducing us with his deep throaty voice that makes you pause in thought. Each of them uses what they’ve got! When a musician composes a song he’s putting a part of himself out there, it’s raw and personal!

Women love men who are strong enough to be vulnerable exposing themselves with words…that’s sexy! There are so many musicians who exude irresistible sex appeal. It’s not the typical good looks that draws our attention you don’t even need to see them to slip into a sensual fantasy. It’s the way they passionately seduce their instrument and the tone of their voice that mimics a mating call that moves us. You can’t help but be drawn in and stroked as if it were you they were playing.

Give me your heart, make it real, or else forget about it….